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[	Current Music	|	Your eyes dont lie - David Archuleta	]

here i am, the last day of freedom, thinking reminiscing about life. people. tragedies. affairs. relationship. love. friendship. forgiveness. repent. disappearance. families. squabbles. sunset. sunrise. every new day is suppose to bring something new to the plate, but it is never without effort. right?!

made some phonecalls, but to no avail. planned the timetable, but no confirmation. played with facebook, but no recognition. think disembedded from mr. theorist. staring into space. packed old notes into the cupboard. if only life is easier when you can chuck unhappyness right away..

as i bloghop my evening away, people wrote commented on the past year, making resolutions. and here im thinking about whether i should follow suit? and well, i guess the main reason of reflection is alright. here goes:

(to the best of my memory)

school was usual, fun as i know i have them around to brighten up any downs. you soci babes made my semester! chinese elective was a chore, writting them was a killer! but thanks to part, biniks and bf, ping and ali for trying! :) food diary was an eye opening experience, the junk i ate! tourism with mirabell was good. the trip down to boring school was gossipy and mighty fine as cher was there! goin for tutorial with mr. b was weird in some ways. soci bbq was AWESOME! i had fun. deutsch bbq and meeting mr finland there! ahah
 
the friends bbirthdady celebration! ah cher's birthdy! it was fun planning it for her. and i hope she enjoys the video, and still do :) oh, and vday we had a movie marathon in SCHOOL with liza n daph. haha fun! parts chalet bdae was cracking me up when dav and ming did their balloon frenzy. hahaha pings cupcake bdae theme! and i missed ali 21st because i was not in town. sorryry.. and afiah birthday was spent in dear romantic paris! yes, you saw that right?! =) the dinner was nicee... oh, d's belated one month card and presents! hee
and dear ol me, celebrated my twoohtwo in stuttgart, deutschland with the rest of the friends made there! great expeerience..thanks! vielen dank.. =) hugs*

and i have to say the highlight of 2008 was my trip down under europe for two whole month: i travelled to most of the countries, not enough but enough for me to say 'i want more' :) ive set my footprint in dear stuttgart, munich, amsterdam, london, brussels, paris, switzerland, venice, austria and those small lovely towns! &it was my priviledge to be able to spend it with the babes; afiah, ali and cher. im glad you guys were there with me for this experience. and the friends i made (local and overseas, hahah yes!), the outings/ excursion we went on. a big thanks!

emotional rollercoaster. happy. sad. curious. drunk. abandoned. lousy. fear. lost. departed. discarded. treasured. bullied. quarrels. misunderstanding. i think im facing a weird case of depression. i think my mine is running astray. wild in fact. sighhhh do you have a cure?

hoolidays with the family to indonesia &malacca was good. bonding. time. meeting bro after three months was refreshing. hahah hari raya was pretty short and not as eventful as expected. bowling day was a success, more to come.. :) bbqed/ or rather grileed lamb chops was yums. movie outings too! and i will try to be more patient, i need to be. i love my family no matter how distorted we are sometimes. :) hmm and not to forget, the cousin two outings in a row! someone could provide a car next time would be great. hehe

samantha low for coming back to sunny (two hundred years and counting) singapore for good! for adding colors fun advise driving and more sleepovers! thanks girl for everything. for being here! (finally, after two years plus)

polytechnic mates being the brazzy disturbing real friends ever. flea, juni, mangkuk, fyi, and the stupid kai who likes to fly kite. haha but still chatting when hes over in sydney. booo! and thats the way i spend the last day of twoohoheight - laughing cursing (them mostly) eating cookies gossiping drink kisses.

in a year alone, change is unavoidable, i know. but i hope some things remain the same. i think im the kind who still prefer routine (albeit some spontaneity wouldnt hurt) habits constant stability admist the frills and thrills of modern life. woah, imagine the changes then ive encounter and experience. yet, people wants the best of both worlds. so how?

here, i seek forgiveness. understanding. love. friendship. patience. from myself. and others.
thanks for being part of my life. for making it my life. and i hope you stay that way, cos not all will stay as the years passed. i hope zweijeelojeeloneun will be better richer satisfying.